I am Whilliam. I'm 67 years old. Today, my company went under. I'm so shocked. I have wife and two children. I went back my home and told my family that my company went under, then they started crying. I also cried. I have no money on the bank!! I used all my money for gamble. We don't have enough money to live after this. My wife didn't know I used my money for gamble so she cheered up us. I told  my family honestly that I used all my money for gamble , then my wife and chidren started cry again. My wife said," Please divorce me. I live with my children after this." I was so shocked but I can't say "No." because I was bad man. I went to the bridge. There is a ocean under the bridge. I lose my hope to live so I try to jump into the ocean. But then, the man stop me so I can't die. How can I live after this......